One time

One time, one slip into a bad decision and one moment can happen that you will always regret for the rest of your life. The only one time I cheated on my girlfriend for making a horrible decision, was also the time when I got caught, but I’m happy I did. Temptation got the best of me and my thoughts were not at the right place in that moment. I honestly can say that’s not the type of guy that I am but to me what made it so much easier to cheat was the fact that the other girl made the situation seem as if it was something ok to do and she instigated for it to happen. Obviously I’m the one that messed up by even putting myself in that situation in the first place and for cheating on the girl that I love with all my heart with no disregard at all, I didn't even think about her feelings or her period when this was all happening. Am I a bad person, should I not be forgiven? Everyone makes mistakes and this was that one time where I fell and fell really deep. There comes a point where you know you can ask for forgiveness but you are so aware of what you have done that you don’t even want your partner to forgive you at all! This is how I felt during this time period where my girlfriend broke up with me for finding out that I cheated on her. By now you are all thinking I probably slept with this girl or something exciting happened with her, but let me break it to you that I only kissed her. One kiss ended my relationship for the stupid decisions that I was making. I wanted my girlfriend to forgive and I wanted to explain to her what had happened and let her know how I felt. She didn't even want to talk to me, see me, and respond to text or calls and worst of all acted as if I was dead. This killed me and broke my heart as well! However I knew she had all the reason in the world to be acting how she was acting with me. This was one of the times in my life that I felt like shit and the only thing I could do was keep insisting that she will talk to me and hope that we would be able to somehow work this out.

Just to let you guys know, this was not my story, this did not happen to me, but it happened to a very close friend that I have. In the beginning I said it happened to me because as his friend I felt like I was going through that big struggle along with him and all I can do was also hope that he could overcome that time period in his life.

Sometimes you have to admit you messed up and not only hope for the best put make sure the best happens and either recover your partner or just move on with your time.

Always make sure to take that one moment and make it the perfect moment for yourself!